So it's nearing the end of 2010, and I have to say that I enjoyed it a hell of a lot more than 2009. I have to say though I don't really remember the first part of the year. All I remember was that the first part of the year for me was consumed by fear and dread of not being able to find a college to move to,and finally I broke down, and decided to bite the bullet and go for broke, and apply for art college. For about 2 and 1/2 months I gnawed my fingernails until the letter came and lo and behold I was blessed to be accepted. These past few months definitely weigh heavily on my mind considering that I went through a bit of a roller coaster ride. I went through happiness, excitement, fear, worry, paranoia, sadness, depression, and finally by the end of the semester I felt at peace. I've definitely learned a lot in these past few months about art, and about myself, and about just how much I can handle. But I'm glad to be on break and I'm definitely glad to have time to work on my own comics and to be able to sleep in. Everyone always has resolutions for the next year and in a way I do have goals which I'd like to meet but nothing set in stone. I'd list them here but there really are too many but I hope and pray that I can finally accomplish them soon and won't get sidetracked.
Yes,it certainly has been a cold summer and as usual just as school is about to start it decides to warm up.As excited as I am to start a new school year at a new school and at a an art school no less, I can't help but feel a pain of loss for summer. Up until now I've been meandering through jc and finally this was the year that I decided to go for broke and try to go for my dream. So I applied to art school and was blessed enough to get in...although I'm kind of miffed that this will be my first year there instead of going in as a junior I kind of don't care at this point just anything to get out of jc. I'm also a tiny bit nervous about things but I'm hoping that everything will turn out ok.At this point I can only imagine what things will be like and I can only imagine how busy I'll be but as I said I'm looking forward to it but that does mean less time to work on my own comics which does make me a little sad but I am glad that I was able to finish my last project over the summer so that's one nice thing.I am so tired right now so I'll just finish up now.
So in my opinion 2009 was kind of a meh year for me.Not much happened and what did happen wasn't that good...it seems like the good outweighed the bad or the good seemed so insignificant to me that it was hardly worth thinking about.But it's a new year and hopefully I'll be able to do some things that should've been done long ago(the emphasis on long).I'm not making any resolutions because resolutions like rules are made to be broken but I do have a small mental list of big things that I pray to accomplish.Anyway Christmas was great and the holidays in general have served me well and hopefully I'll stop being lazy long enough to update this place more frequently(although I've just been busy the past week so that's not my fault).Anyway I don't have much else to say so Happy New Year!